Eighth Post: SADNESS AND CONFUSION

I AM VERY VERY SAD AND CONFUSED!

I hate my life.

wads love?

wads life?

wads the purpose of one person staying alive in the world?

I guess this will be my first EMO post.

First sad incident:

Yesterday after after my happy post i had a chat with my fren thru msn.

It was fine at first till we reach this topic of relationship and stuff.

It made MI remember things that i DUN WANT TO.

It was TERRIBLE last night. Out of sudden, I broke into tears. It was shocking.

Thought i had been doing well and had already gotten over it.

But didnt expect that i am actually still so weak.

Nevertheless, i will remember what he said "Since he moved on that quickly, you should too."

So from there i will tell you that "I will de!"=))

Thank for being there to listen to my nagging.

No matter what you will always be my Best Fren FOREVER! SERIOUS! will always.

I felt lucky that i have you with mi and feel secure when you are there.

Thanks! Shouldnt we be happy always?

I thought i am always a lively and cheerful gal but sometime i am not that too.

Same goes to JL, DUN FROWN!! Must smile ya! I will be ur listening ear if you need it too.=))

I hate people to be EMO so i wont be EMO too.

After yesterday, i have one sentence to the people around mi

" SMILE DUN FROWN, LAUGH DUN CRY!"

remember ya! HAHA.

Thats the most i will say. Wont want to get into details.

Second sad incident:

OMG! This week cant go back again! SO MAD~~ Arghh~~ Sighh.

It made mi feel sad. i will start to tear again. Haixx

I dunno why i felt so much like going back to indo this few days.

I MISS EVERYTHING THERE. Really! All the things.

The foods, my room, granny, parents, Tosa, siblings, my Karaoke, aunt and everything!! Sighh. Even those crazy frens i had over there.

I miss lynda, Mela, Athing and Yenny.

Miss the CRAZY nights we had, the STUPID DRAMATIC actions we made

and the LAUGHTER of each other.

But i just cant go back!!

Some Memorable Pictures:

The FOUR Sotong at home

Yummy ICE CREAM! =P

See who is scary, tupid, strong and cute!

Pointing Palm

WISHING, PRAYING AND HOPING my holidays will come fast so that i could go back SOON!Hope it will come true soon. Nevertheless hope exams will come fast and goes fast as well.

Oktavia =))