Okkaes. Wanted to blog bout sister bdae. But i dunno why the photo just couldnt upload. So i guess for ppl who KNOW me can go to my FB to see the uploaded pictures.

On the 18July it was my youngest sister and mummy bdae. So we went to celebrate on 17of july. We went out of the house to makan Seafood at Golden Prawn. Its some sort of Kelong at batam. The food was NICE. Then we cut our cake there. Just nice there was this old aunt having her bdae party at the same venue too Hehe. Nothing much actually. On the present part i bought my sister a Bulid A Bear brown coloured bear for her. Then bought my mummy and daddy a pair of car key chain. Hehe.

You see happy times always passed so fast.

The actual day of my mummy and sister bdae. My parents actually quarrel! Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE! SCREW IT. It was TERRIBLE. That feeling was not right. Hate to see them quarrel. Sighh. Whenever i go back there isnt any day that they wont quarrel. Obviously, when they quarrel i CRIED, non stop. Sighh. Luckily my aunt was there, as she consoled me.

Then at night i lied to my dad about something and i didnt mean it as it was my mum who asked us to do so. We thought that after a lied it will be fine, but in the end, it became WORST! My dad was MAD, and refuse to pick up my call this morning. I am so regret and so remorseful. I cant just stop crying to think about it. Sighh. When he decided to fetch my call we tok less than two sentence and he hang me up again. I just couldnt believe it. My mum then keep on wanting him to call first but my dad just dun wan to call. WADAFUCK is wrong with them and WADAFUCK is wrong with my family. I am TIRED. They keep talking things to me but who else can i talk to? FUCK, everything is DISASTROUS!

FUCK!

To talk about today, morning i took the early ferry back to spore, was too lazy to go for marketing thus i skipped it and went to Paya lebar and bought clothes with her. Grab 2 set of clothes and a bag for myself and went to school. Practical today was FAST and sort of boring, lecture was short too. After school i went out to buy stuff with Alvin and THANKS alvin for listening to my crap and of what i did pls dun say out. Huggies=) Anyway, Guess what? OUR COMMON TEST RESULT IS OUT!

My result SUCK obviously! Almost all is D! I didnt expect this kind of result la. Sighh, i tot luck would be by my side, but i guess its not. There isnt any A for this time test. Sighh.
IRINE STILLA OKTAVIA SUCK TO THE CORE!
In academic wise I SUCK, in family wise I SUCK and even as a fren i think I SUCK too.

So wad am i good for, NOTHING! I might just as well disappear in the world!

Oktavia