Sighh~ Feeling so down. So many think happened.

My aunt looked so sad nowadays. I dun understand why, whenever i see her i can feel that she is not happy. Moreover, whenever i had to talk about it with her my tears will accumulate and will roll down. I dun know how to an wei her. It was meant to be a happy think but instead its the opposite. I wont want to see her that way as she is always such a happy person. Its heartbreaking to see her behaving that way=(

School was normal but seem like its time when conflicts goin to come. I dunno whether i am doing the right thing to help my frens. I simply just hope that no one is going to get debar and we can always have peace and harmony together. I had a long frenship with one of my ex best fren since pri school. We have known each other for 10 years, however, since we came out of secondary school i realise that we do not have strong bond and people change their frens as u go into different enviroment. Thus our frenship was broken but still no matter we are still frens. Nevertheless as i went into the new enviroment, i met you TWO and we actually became good frens. So no matter what we will always remain what we are ok?

I WILL LOVE YOU ALL NO MATTER WHAT! =p

Tests result is coming out, i cant sleep well and kept thinking bout the consequence if i failed any module. I hope and think that i wont. If i did, i suppose that i am really useless and can go DIE le. So yea. Anyway i have got back my FI result, thanks to Alvin who looked the result for me and am quite statisfied with it =) Just praying hard each day for other results.

Today went to school for project 2 then skipping FI lecture. Went to AMK hub with cliques at first to look for do research for FI project and meet siblings and aunt for lunch at Subway. After that Yenny and Seplina came and meet us to jalan around then went home again. It was a short day.

Anyway i didnt mean to skip lesson nowaday. Its not because i am lazy or wanted to go jalan and never go study. I went off just becasue i think i have the need to accompany my aunt. I REALLY hoped that she will go back to the oldself and not depressed like now. Sighh.. Anyway i will try not to skipped too many lesson now. Hehe =)

Oh ya, nowadays, when i am shopping kept see-ing couples around and felt so JEALOUS! Sighh.. How i wished i found the right one too =( Ok, just being random. Haha. Just hoped that everything will be fine and hope tomorrow will be a better DAY! =)

Gonna to watch drama

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